It Can't Just Be ME, Can It??

July 14.. last post was June 24... I've had PMDD episodes in between then, but this time I'm at the computer and I feel like typing.  Yay for unpredictable PMDD. 

So.  I know there are many of those with PMDD who think the same thing I do:  It can't just be me, can it? 



I know I'm not making this up every single time I PMDD.  I mean, I am not the only one who sees that people are being idiots, rude, or inconsiderate... am I?   

I know I'm PMDDing.  I know that.  But that doesn't mean these people around me aren't being jerks.  It just means that I'm more mindful of it.  I'm noticing it more and not tolerating it as much as I do on non-PMDD days. Right?

Does this mean that the people around me are jerks?  I mean, full-time jerks?  And I'm just putting up with it more than I need to?  Should I push these people out of my life?  Is the PMDD a normal reaction to something bad in my life?  Or is it a bad reaction to something normal in my life? 

Is it normal for me to be unable to put up with it for several days or weeks out of the month?  Or is this a way of showing myself that these people shouldn't be in my life?  Or does my PMDD trigger something in them too, so they do things that push my buttons while I'm PMDDing because it irritates them that I'm PMDDing?  Or is it all me? 

PMDD drives me crazy because I don't know if it's all me, if it's all them, or if it's a little bit of both. 


And now I forgot where I was going with this.. AGAIN.  I wish I could get a decent night's sleep every once in a while.  It would help my brain work so much better.

Signing off.